That ... Was really so sweet that it came back around and felt mildly irritating. Or, in all honesty, what she thought was irritation was only real, aching jealousy. While he leaned forward she idley traced the path of his spine but her touch wandered every so often until he came back, and she was better for it since he was sixty percent of her heat right about now. Oddly enough the mention of Susan didn't anger her. It made her incredibly sad for a variety of reasons, but she didn't feel the unbearable sting of territorial possessiveness that could make her an absolute beast to deal with.
"Oh, don't say that, then I'll daydream about cuddling and that probably isn't very realistic." Not because he tended to be rough, but just because to cuddle you actually had to go to bed, and she knew just by being in his room, the lack of feeling in it, that he wasn't here often. And he sure as hell wouldn't be visiting her, not even if Farson's balls were nailed to board and he wanted to celebrate. "But, then, those of us who need attention tend to want to see others as the same, it's not as lonely that way."
This, much like a lot of what Roland said, was just a plainly stated fact and nothing more than that. "That's three! The next two will be absolutely terrible, though, do you want to put yourself through such a harrowing challenge?"
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Date: 2015-02-06 01:11 am (UTC)"Oh, don't say that, then I'll daydream about cuddling and that probably isn't very realistic." Not because he tended to be rough, but just because to cuddle you actually had to go to bed, and she knew just by being in his room, the lack of feeling in it, that he wasn't here often. And he sure as hell wouldn't be visiting her, not even if Farson's balls were nailed to board and he wanted to celebrate. "But, then, those of us who need attention tend to want to see others as the same, it's not as lonely that way."
This, much like a lot of what Roland said, was just a plainly stated fact and nothing more than that. "That's three! The next two will be absolutely terrible, though, do you want to put yourself through such a harrowing challenge?"