Roland Deschain (
toweredingly) wrote2015-01-31 08:41 pm
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Wedding Bells (AU, for gunslingerqueen) (NSFW)
Roland had woken with a headache and a sinking sense of cold dread, and neither were because of the large amounts of whiskey and graf he'd drunk the night before. It was a familiar feeling; the same steady almost-fear settled into his bones whenever he saw a battle looming. But battles could be fought with gunfire and cold rage, with all thought pushed aside and the world coming at you moment by moment. Today was worse. Today was politics.
He'd set aside his usual jerkin and jeans for more formal gear. The suit itself wasn't so bad, but he felt naked without his guns at his hip. It would have been good to have their comfort, even if he had no intent of using them. Their weight had always been like having a part of his father still with him, and all the gunslingers of their line before him. Now, when he most felt need of that reassurance, he had to set it aside. Clean-shaven and well-heeled, with his hair pulled back into a queue and his feet rubbed by the hard leather of new shoes, he felt like another man - and one even less capable of facing all that lay ahead.
The wedding was in the morning, before the real Fair-Day began. Then things would take their usual course; the castle flung open to the people, the feasting and singing and Fair-Day riddling, with raucous good humour and doubtless a few fights. That was manageable. He had lived that every Fair-Day for his whole life. What frightened him, more than he would ever admit, was the part that came before and after.
"You look more like a man going to put a noose around her neck than a ring around her finger," Bert commented in his ear, bringing him back to the present. For his part, Bert looked perfectly at ease in formal wear, sauntering about and regarding Roland with a critical eye. Whatever dark mood had been slithering about under the surface, he seemed to have excised it for now.
Roland answered with a grunt, looking back ruefully at the gunbelt hanging over the back of his chair, and closed his eyes for a moment. "Is there a difference?"
"Dinh or no dinh, I'm not beyond punching you. Just for once, Ro', try to stop living in whatever darkness is going on in that bony head of yours, and relax." For once, Bert wasn't smiling. He slung an arm around his friend's shoulders, looking at him closely. "She's not Susan. I kennit, Ro'. But she's what Susan would have wanted for you. Carry that with you, at least."
"Thankee, Bert." Patting Cuthbert on the back, Roland shook his head and started towards the door. Towards the Hall of the Ancestors, where Burtock Hattlen waited in lieu of a dinh, where Alain was standing by with a ring.
The hall was filled, to a casual eye, but Roland saw the empty spaces more than the full. No Cort, no Vannay, no Stephen Deschain in the high seat. Many who should have been seated in the best places were gone. Somehow, that made it easier to settle his mind, straighten his spine, and wait steady and watchful at the front of the hall for his bride.
He'd set aside his usual jerkin and jeans for more formal gear. The suit itself wasn't so bad, but he felt naked without his guns at his hip. It would have been good to have their comfort, even if he had no intent of using them. Their weight had always been like having a part of his father still with him, and all the gunslingers of their line before him. Now, when he most felt need of that reassurance, he had to set it aside. Clean-shaven and well-heeled, with his hair pulled back into a queue and his feet rubbed by the hard leather of new shoes, he felt like another man - and one even less capable of facing all that lay ahead.
The wedding was in the morning, before the real Fair-Day began. Then things would take their usual course; the castle flung open to the people, the feasting and singing and Fair-Day riddling, with raucous good humour and doubtless a few fights. That was manageable. He had lived that every Fair-Day for his whole life. What frightened him, more than he would ever admit, was the part that came before and after.
"You look more like a man going to put a noose around her neck than a ring around her finger," Bert commented in his ear, bringing him back to the present. For his part, Bert looked perfectly at ease in formal wear, sauntering about and regarding Roland with a critical eye. Whatever dark mood had been slithering about under the surface, he seemed to have excised it for now.
Roland answered with a grunt, looking back ruefully at the gunbelt hanging over the back of his chair, and closed his eyes for a moment. "Is there a difference?"
"Dinh or no dinh, I'm not beyond punching you. Just for once, Ro', try to stop living in whatever darkness is going on in that bony head of yours, and relax." For once, Bert wasn't smiling. He slung an arm around his friend's shoulders, looking at him closely. "She's not Susan. I kennit, Ro'. But she's what Susan would have wanted for you. Carry that with you, at least."
"Thankee, Bert." Patting Cuthbert on the back, Roland shook his head and started towards the door. Towards the Hall of the Ancestors, where Burtock Hattlen waited in lieu of a dinh, where Alain was standing by with a ring.
The hall was filled, to a casual eye, but Roland saw the empty spaces more than the full. No Cort, no Vannay, no Stephen Deschain in the high seat. Many who should have been seated in the best places were gone. Somehow, that made it easier to settle his mind, straighten his spine, and wait steady and watchful at the front of the hall for his bride.
Well hey if there's no hope of sleeping, might as well have fun!
"A fair and just argument if I've ever heard one!" And then she reached out and took his hand, guided herself up to stand but took a kiss first, which was what she thought he meant as far as using his mouth. If there was some other meaning to that, well ... It probably wouldn't be a true wedding night without one surprise. For now she forced herself to pull away because trying to get out of a bath while kissing was asking for an embarrassing head injury.
that's what I figure, yeah.
"As if I needed an argument," he commented dryly, his hand sliding off her breast and down to her hip. "Given a few minutes between to recover, I can't help but feel we could do this all night."
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"Oh, we could, and it would be amazing." She felt completely secure in saying it, now since they hardly lacked a physical spark. "And it is our wedding night, so I think we would only be doing ourselves a favor by taking advantage of the situation." Her words were almost coy as she kissed his shoulder, and inward to the base of his neck, her fingers reaching up the length of his back, to where she had pressed marks into him, and touched gently there, but to say there wasn't a hint of pride would be a horrible lie.
sorry for the long delay there. friend showed up to force me out of the house.
With that in mind, he arched a little against her fingers, feeling the slight sting of the scratches, and slipped his hand momentarily inwards to trace a barely-there line up her thigh with one finger. "Well. There's a lot of night yet to fill." Tipping his head a little to bare his neck better, he ran his hand up between her legs, pausing for a moment with his palm cupped over her mound, and then withdrew it.
No problem. I hope you had fun!
Or maybe not since she pulled away a little suddenly, stilled her hands at the middle of his back and looked up at Roland with pure mischief in her eyes. "Unless you plan on attempting to tease me all night, then I might have to resort to very drastic ideas." She attempted to slide out of his hold, not because she wanted to but because how else would she see if he followed or not!
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"I was going to start with riding you, preferably on the bed but if you were difficult there's always the floor." One of those options is much worse than the other, the only 'drastic' part of the situation, really.
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For a moment, he let the hand on her ass slide further down and forwards, the tips of his long, quick fingers toying against her lips from behind. Then, disentangling his other hand from her hair, he hunkered down in front of her, hands on her hips, and licked a long line from front to back, sucking on her clit for a moment before sitting back on his heels to look up at her. "As I said, there are thing my mouth is rather better at than answering questions."
He might not have much of a sense of humour, but that didn't mean he wasn't sometimes capable of enjoying catching people off-guard. That was the intention here.
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"I think -" This is what Nariko happened to look like when she was speechless and aroused, breathing off and genuinely stunned. "I think you are very right."
Except there was something that lingered on her mind and it was probably better to handle it now. "I'm actually a little upset about needing to ask something since you have a ridiculously sexy voice as it is and now I just kind of want more of that, but, still." She spoke much quicker than usual and there was a breathless quality to her voice that made her obvious, but at least she didn't have time to feel bad about the question itself. "This is - I mean it's ... Okay? With you? Really?"
A large part of her felt too cautious to even pose the question for fear of it being anything but okay, or something that felt owed, but she couldn't help it. Honesty was best even if it did deprive her of an awe-inspiring feeling.
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And before she had a chance to respond, he ducked his head again, fastening his mouth over her clit and sucking, his tongue swirling lightly over the little nub. Her taste was diluted by the bathwater, of course, but that could always be remedied, and he was in no hurry. Contrary to her worries, he'd always enjoyed going down on women, and he was good at it. Part of that was knowing to vary it; now sucking, now licking, now moving away to leave a lovebite on the inside of her thigh while he brought his hand into play. If she hadn't been sure it was okay with him, the enthusiasm he was showing for it ought to have been enough to prove it - that was, if she could think straight enough.
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It certainly involved a lot of crying out and if she had been expressive beforehand then this was a new level. He wasn't holding back and, pathetic as she might have thought herself if she were allowed to think at all, he left her a mess. She gripped his hair, refrained from pulling it too cruelly through a genuine miracle, shook in place every time he sucked, some unknown but very loud form of a moan escaped her lips regularly. The only brief reprieve was when he switched to his fingers but that only meant he threw her back into even more pleasure and she never seemed prepared for it.
"Roland!" Her other hand, which had been occasionally pushed over her mouth to stop what would have otherwise been a genuine shout and dangerously close to a scream, now braced on his shoulder so that she could take some of the strength from her legs. "Bed - Sorry, can't - I can't - stand? Bed." .... One other time in her life did not equip her with the ability to handle Roland Deschain's tongue, it was simply a fact of life.
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She had said she wanted marks, so he left a few more of them, pulling away every so often to suck or bite hard enough to leave a red patch on her thigh or her belly, then ducking back in to kiss and lick more. The good thing about not having her standing was that he could also spare a hand to reach up and run trimmed nails over her breasts and belly. If she wasn't used to this, as he surmised she wasn't... well, that was all the more reason to give it all he had.
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On her back she didn't have to worry about pulling his hair out by accident, instead her fingers knotted up the sheets in her hands to twist and yank at them all she needed. And, oh, was it needed. Usually the mere expression, being able to make any noise at all was enough to keep her still but Roland's tongue and the painful-but-not press of his teeth made her squirm here and there. It didn't matter how loud she became, or how fiercely she let her own nails bite at her palms, it felt as if there was too much pleasure in her and it could only drive her truly insane.
It did because that was really the whole point, she hardly lasted another minute, but at least it was the good form of insanity that left her back arched and thighs trembling. If he hadn't gotten his fill of her taste just yet then with the particularly mind breaking orgasm came more than enough of it. In any other situation she would have been able to warn him, of course, it didn't happen every single time but it could be a pain. Unfortunately the most logical thing she was capable of crying out for the hallway and beyond to hear was his name, hopefully that could make up for it.
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"I think they heard that in the Outer Baronies," he said rather smugly, shifting back up to lie beside her, and pushed her hair back from her face with the cleaner of his hands.
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Moving was quite the effort in the moment but it was worth it to lean over and kiss him properly, if somewhat off kilter because she couldn't stop smiling. "You are a gift, and I will probably never allow you to forget it." Hopefully he wasn't expecting much space because the afterglow just made her ... Cuddly, and obviously so. She was fond of sliding her fingers through his hair and messing it up even more, and curving just behind his ear before she reached back up and did it again, all while she laid kisses along his cheeks, his temple, and forehead. "Speaking of expectations, there was no foreseeing that." And thank goodness for it.
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"Hasn't anyone done that for you before?" The disbelief in his voice was genuine. It was obvious that she was far from virginal, and it was, to him, very strange that she could have gotten so good at using her own mouth without ever having it reciprocated. Then again, he'd never understood why so many men didn't consider it enjoyable to go down on their women. The way she'd screamed ought to be enough to make anyone want to do it.
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"Why do you sound so surprised?" Well, it wasn't exactly that but it was the only word that came to her still hazed mind. "Only once before and that was ..." She hummed while she thought, "About five years ago! Even Kaine didn't do that the one time it happened, so I was really just beginning to accept that it wasn't something that a lot of people did. Whereas, you know, it's easy to hear about some guy being taken care of, Christian always made a fight out of it and I didn't think it was fair to Joshua." She said their names cautiously, as if the mention of other people might affect his arousal any. He had spoken briefly of Susan before, but they hadn't been doing anything sexual at that moment and it seemed that might change the atmosphere a little.
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"I sound surprised," he replied, kissing the top of her head, "because since I began to think what you might look like naked, I've been thinking what you might taste like, too. And any man who didn't take the opportunity to find out seems a fool to me."
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"I think I'm inclined to agree with you, but what I want to know ..." She settled on top of him, legs spread and straddling Roland just right, it didn't take much to line them up in the way that mattered, or to work her hips down. She could have very easily sunk down completely but where was the fun in that? Just the tip would be enough for now. "... Is when exactly you began to think about such things!"
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By now she talked just to see how long she had before he felt the need to quiet her for good, she was genuinely curious but honestly it wasn't more important than riding him in short, controlled movements.
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He fell back against the mattress, breathing heavily, his eyes fluttering open but heavy-lidded. For a moment, he just lay there, breathing slow and heavy, and then he reached up to pull her down on top of him.
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Instead of speaking she kissed him almost lazily, and then took up her previous spot on his chest, head tucked against his shoulder. "One day I'll get that answer." Just probably not tonight because the only one more hardheaded than herself was Roland.
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you can either call this an end to the thread or carry on from the morning, idk