There might have been something wrong with her if it didn't hurt considering that Roland was the type of man she wanted to be able to genuinely spend her life with, rough in nature or not. "It's a body, it looks much the same as others with slight changes. And as you said, there isn't much use in being modest by now." She wouldn't have been if anything happened before they were married, either. She wasn't pretty enough for anyone to want to really be with, something that Roland had confirmed as well Christian, but she didn't have anything to be ashamed of.

"Although that does remind me," Her turn to be embarrassed though for very different reasons, and very obviously so. "... Thank you, for what you said before. I know it likely doesn't have much to do with me at all, but it was still nice to hear."