Lovely for him that it was such a relief to speak what she had feared, and for him to have said it while she had to feel as if a knife was driven straight through her chest. Not only would he have felt something for her but it would have been a something at the same level of ferocious devotion that he showed to a woman that was gone, now. Lovely to know that she was almost the first in someone's heart.
This time she had no idea what to do with his touch and it was quite funny how easily the details of an action could change based on circumstance. Even worse than that, if Roland couldn't come back from what he felt then she sure as shit didn't have reason to feel hopeful.
"Well, you aren't obligated to give me even that much," And that was true, he could just choose to ignore her completely, so she worked up a smile and thought about puppies and said, "Thank you, Roland."
Mostly for listening to her and not making her feel terrible, she wasn't entirely sure how to respond to what he said. 'I would have loved you but I'm not going to try and love you properly even having an idea of what kind of person you are, and despite the fact that no one is getting any deader.' A little difficult to figure a response for especially since all that she had mentioned was a kiss.
yep. and I just hear 'they could have had it alllll!!' sung in the background its that dramatic
Date: 2015-02-04 05:27 am (UTC)This time she had no idea what to do with his touch and it was quite funny how easily the details of an action could change based on circumstance. Even worse than that, if Roland couldn't come back from what he felt then she sure as shit didn't have reason to feel hopeful.
"Well, you aren't obligated to give me even that much," And that was true, he could just choose to ignore her completely, so she worked up a smile and thought about puppies and said, "Thank you, Roland."
Mostly for listening to her and not making her feel terrible, she wasn't entirely sure how to respond to what he said. 'I would have loved you but I'm not going to try and love you properly even having an idea of what kind of person you are, and despite the fact that no one is getting any deader.' A little difficult to figure a response for especially since all that she had mentioned was a kiss.